Panda is gone. It was the right time. I had so many doubts but when I went to put her leash on yesterday she tried to bite me and flipped all over as if she didn't know who I was and had never been on a leash. Her mind really failed over the weekend. She became so confused and scared of everything. She's not scared anymore.
My eyes are puffy and I look a mess. But there is a sense of relief that I did the right thing.